5 - November - Morning

Wah, I don't felt like normal life, losing a very precious thing you ever had, your heart will never stop hunting it back until it stops. Sometimes I think back that, what those show meant to show us reality human lifes, as like heroin stay together with the hero and the ulgiest character will like admire on heroin, and what does the result show us that, sometimes human don't know what they're doing exspecially when they're totally trusted in love so much and hurted so much as they trust in the end. And I did gave my words to those steads before as [ Ex Steads ] I did, I said or I promised her not to ditch her or never love her forever, but =.= I'm the one been ditched in the end, I guess I'm just like the ulgiest character who're gonna suicide now LOL was joking >.> just thinking of, Right. This is actually what I get after giving the love ONCE the promise = Been ditch cause she said she saw another more handsome than me one, and she complain I have friend that sucks, and I should die. As we take comparing before this incidents, she said she will never what me to die, if I die she'll cry for a few days or maybe weeks or maybe months, she said she'll never let me go even there's a girl came to be the third person which her job is to break our relationship, she said she'll try her best to snatch me back because she know that she OWNED my heart.Well this is a reality world guess what she said to me after the incidents it's a totally oppesite statment as she saw another handsome one. This is what in GIRLS mind [ For the inmature one ]
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