2nd week of year end holiday [ 24/12/09 ] =/

Day blablabla ~ I also don't know which day i had been trough since the holiday started -.-

Since the day 22-November my mood was totally down, from a happy go lucky guy turn to a emoless and harted guy. My girlfriend just ditch me at the time 3.30pm 22 November, it was evening. After that I tought she has no more credit then i ran downstairs to the 7-11 nearby and it was nearly 10pm by that time. I sent almost 200 messages from that day until now and I'm still waiting for her reply, everytime i sent her a message i just anyhow pray for replyment ASAP [ as fast as possible ], who knows ? non reply 3 days... until now i'm in a formation of fedup-ing, as what my friend said, "girl never sacrifies for boy, boy do sacrifies anything that they could to take down the girl's heart. And another one " boys always can't stay alone when they had a girlfriend but who knows girl can still happy with others. " this is what i knew after so many years of falling in love on so many different girls. I never tought of giving up her, because i think she is/was the last girl i wanted to love so hard. Just who knows what happened to her, hope she did reply me ASAP also =/