25 - November - Night - Oh Silly Me =)

Although still waiting, but the feeling of worry had no longer stays in my heart, i don't know why and what happened to me and i'm not clear of myself. I just felt like suddenly i had become a boy who are more look to the positive statements. This was too sudden but i felt better than several days before, that time was almost half dead, i never though this will happen to me, and i just realise if i compare to last year, same thing happen to me but this time it's a different thing that what i lost. Last years as in year 2008, at the end of the year, i just knew that i failed the exam that i resit for, and i had to retain due to the failing. This year since the holiday started, eventhough i passed and suceed the goal that my dad set for me before the exam over, it was 62% for exchanging a new phone, who knows i really suceed to go trough my goal and i taken down it by 62.++%, i was so happy by that time, but when i knew the happiness won't last long, my smile just went down. Until now i'm still waiting for the reply, everyday morning the first thing after i woke is to look at the phone whether there's a new message that sent to me while i'm sleeping, unfortunately there's non, even there is, it's also from other friends who asked me to go out for some activities. Till now i'm writing and waiting, when am i going to get the reply from her, who knows ...